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June 24, 2005


I found this monolouge very moving. Its titled Sharon, and A young girl tells what it felt like to have been raped and her plans for revenge.

Alright! Yes. Yes, I hated it! So what? For three months I felt that damned thing inside me. I couldn't stand it. I couldn't go to school. I couldn't leave the Christian Army home. I hated those boys for what they had done to me. I hated my parents and those goddamn missionaries at the home. And, most of all, I hated my baby. Everyday goddamn day I went to chapel and prayed to God for forgiveness for whatever I had done to make him let those boys rape me. At first I prayed for Him to make the baby go away. But then ... then I knew that wouldn't be enough. I wanted to get back at those boys. To hurt them like they had hurt me. I began praying to God to let me have the baby. To have it be healthy. To have it be alive so I could take it around town, show everyone what had happened to me. Tell everyone how it happened. What it felt like being raped. Name the fathers. Make the town hate them as much as I did. When I ran away, I confronted one of the boys who had raped me and told him what I planned for him and his baby. He begged me not to do it. Pleaded with me to get rid of it. Cut it out. I laughed. I wanted to ruin his life. When he threatened me, I came back to the home. To protect the baby. To keep it safe for me use against them. Then ... I miscarried. I couldn't believe it. God had had me raped then took away my instrument of revenge. The sonofabitch had killed the one thing that could've made ... my life ... acceptable. I cried for days. Then, later, I realized what had really happened. When I saw other babies, other mothers, saw how much they loved them, I wanted to love my baby, too. I wanted my baby ... to love ... not hate. And then I realized that God hadn't taken away my revenge. He had done something worse. He had taken away the one chance I had had to turn something ugly into something beautiful. He had killed innocence and hope. He had kept the evil alive.


Fuck God.

I'm adding this one to my binder of monolouges I "wouldn't mind doing".

June 07, 2005


I've convinced most kids in my class that we need to take down Canada. Mainly to save its self and the inalieanable rights that the canadian government is denying its citizens. While there were many suggestions on how to theoretically go about this, we have come up with a comprehensive list of ways to hit the government and bring about its fall. While some will have negative effects, isn't it better to remove a corrupt government that will blantently bribe people then let it exsist to the north of us?

Our ideas:

- Boycott Maple Syrup and Lumber
- Offer providences statehood upon the approval of a state constitution
- Offer Quebec the chance to become a territory like Puerto Rico
- Denounce to the world the Canadian Prime Minister and declare it as a false regime
- They believe they have potential-enemy submarines under their Ice, so put real submarines under there
- Send activists into the country to drum up support
- Send US Government supported Reporters into Canada to expose the truth to all
- Set up college like- radio stations around the country that will broadcast to the masses the true state of things in Canada
That was some of the better ideas. Thats discounting the ones like "Invade Canada!!" and "Send Robin Williams up there to sing 'BLAME CANADA!'", "Send all the illiegal immigrants from Mexico to Canada" and one of my personal favorites "Raise a Zombie army and invade!"

I love Canada, I've been there several times and I absolutly loved it each time, but lets face it, the rate their going they ain't got a chance. They once had one of the best militarys in the world, and now they fly helicopters 30 years old.